Nervous

Just checked my uni e mail, and apparently my theory essay is ready for collection tomorrow :-{
Please God let me have scored at least 50. I will be really chuffed with that. If I have to score below 50, please don't let it be less than 48. I could be mature and say, well, if I fail then at least I will be able to try harder next time - however in reality will be gutted, I really don't think that it is a fail, and i hope to God it is not as I really put some effort in, therefore don't know how much harder i could try. Therefore, what i am saying is, if I fail this then I will really need to query how suited I am to the course. Fingers crossed everybody!!
P.S No blog tomorrow may not necessarily be a bad sign, may be in the pub commiserating or rejoicing.