Nervous tension

Feeling a bit anxious this week, although hopefully this feeling will have been replaced by one of elation by the end of the week - all will be revealed later, don't feel like discussing right now.
Well, what have I been up to - working really, at least I have 4 whole nights of sleeping in my bed at night to look forward to now, yipee.
Being 30 is getting too close for comfort, although it is quite amusing discussing outfits. J has booked her Boy George outfit, which should be quality, and I am meeting friends in town tomorrow to go shopping for blue mascara and eyeliner and some frosted pink lip stick, and am also hoping that Superdrug still sell that really cheapy wet look gel with glitter in it. My Ra Ra skirt is being made as we speak (big thanks to Miss C) , and Mr Fesk is still adamant he will be attending as a woman!! So all coming together nicely really, just need to go in one night this week and sort out the catering - yes there will be food!!! Have even got half price tickets for 20 after the party is finished. Wonder if anyone will get drunk?
Went to Toffs on fri, and was much reassured to find it has not changed drastically, and has kept its charm, in fact the only really difference appeared to be the lack of the smell of vomit, which whilst adding to its charm since I have been going (for 15 years!!!!) I feel I can cope without it. So was pleased to find that everyone coming to stay for my birthday will still get to experience Toffs in all its glory, and not some ponced up version. Also ate in BoBo Lobo, was very nice, will definitely be going again.
Thought for the day: Must learn to take life as it comes and not worry so much about things which are out of my control.